it takes someone a while to understand what a person really needs and needs to do
long day
an instance of happiness
moments of tension
moments of questioning
instances of resolution
moments of sleep
moments of concentration
instances of love
moments of lust
moments of boredom
moments of fear
long moments

loss
"it takes a while to understand what a person really needs and needs to do"

perhaps i understand what i need
but i dont know what to do

time
am i too late?
what if i am too late?
maybe i am too late...
what difference will it make?
what will it take?
to be on time?

wasp
a wasp has made herself family
whizzing in and out
of my room
of her room

i looked for a tell tale
sign for her favourite room

only to find us staring at me
straight in the eye

i closed the window on her
bye bye

i forgot
i often forget that other people
have other people
and somehow i seem to have myself
and only myself
even if others think
that there are others

people love adrians
so should i too?

it aint easy
it aint easy living
we are all trying
it is hard to know that you
are far away
no longer by my side
i have to learn to stand
and move along

yida
bought the yida cd today
a sense of happiness in the song
the feeling of buying emotions
of buying happiness

link on the left

maybe he is all i want to buy
talent, style, looks, thinness [haha]

realise
walking pass a mirror
one would think that i would know the reflection
yet i never realised its nature
till i knew a person

me
i have always wanted to find the old me
perhaps i went back too far in time
i realised that i have become me
the me that i forgotten
the me whom i thought wasnt me

bye bye
it hasnt hit me that you are gone
maybe because i am still clinging on
onto what i dont know
i just know it is comforting
to know